Institute - Catharsis Lyrics
1. Perpetual Ebb
why come when friends and fruitless lovers
look to me for shit
i got no love - got no passion
can't feel intimate
picture yourself on a dock in a bay
gulls flux - ships leave for the day
the world is all too clear
in terms of robbe-grillet
just a disconnected spoiled disarray
who's dull emotionally
a perpetual ebb
a decay
the ocean's tide always pulls away
a perpetual ebb
a decay
under the dock in a summer bay
life struggles as i pull away
but you know i really love you
though i act differently
an ungrateful mess that at it's best
still fails miserably
pull away from the parapet and the quay
expose slate - weeds - selfishly
this moon will never wax
it will always wane
got a fall that won't lead to spring
one season indefinitely
2. Admit I'm Shit
an insolent brat
nowadays
depression's to blame for how i act today
constantly needing to say
how i am so sorry
for my insecurities
decisions i made
back in la
made a bigoted cocksure coil out of me
beat me like a dog
to a pulp
until you can't recognize me
beat me to the floor
like a pulp
admit i'm shit
i'm shit
admit i'm shit
though it's hard
because every day i've gone too far
3. I Am Living Death
nothing can make life worthwhile
i see no brightness to her smile
approaching death with a smirk
oh this smirk
this life don't work
because we are already living death
life - a death
my memories - a death
sentience - a death
childhood - a death
experience - a death
on another plane we are already a death
4. Cheerlessness
rank renaissance affair
was such a pity
as were my feelings toward
battersea
recalls a wasted time
my fragility
suppressed nature
inside of me
blight - techno - puberty
unrewarding underwhelmed
could've been out to get a fuck
regretfully suppressed it well
a fertile boy hid a way
maimed that dog
made it lame
didn't want to hear or say
sexuality in anyway
purity?
more like abyss
a self-imposed cheerlessness
abhorred it
abhorred it
to no end
having the timourous expression
of a dog been whipped
scarred - it whimpers
an empty heart - an empty bed
priapus shakes his head
but i digress - excuse me
these words don't convey the shame
just some smutty shit i came up with today
5. Interlude
n/a
6. Untitled
n/a
7. Leathernecks
a leatherneck feels alright
for a brief time
it didn't help me in anyway
the joke that is our lives
somehow bitters - somehow blinds
an open heart feeling kind ultimately heals the mind
8. Cheaptime Morals
consumption sick plastic fumes
plastic fumes and rot
cheaptime morals cheaply made cheaply bought
i peak kind pleasures so pleased i got
cheaptime morals cheaply made cheaply bought
capitalist boom and bloom
no flowering finger up
cheaptime morals cheaply made cheaply bought
blooming - what i'm not
9. Billowing Mind
n/a
10. Christian Right
undermined by the christian right
preach peaceful hearts - peaceful crimes
who said they've got a right - a right to be proud
when they condemn lives of an unorthodox crowd
they preach money - success - war
while we're condemned for indulging fervor
tell me who's got a conscious that's more pure?
a servant of god or a girl they call a whore?
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