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Thursday, August 15, 2019

Institute - Readjusting the Locks (2019)


Institute - Readjusting the Locks Lyrics

1. MPS

fermenting neoliberal dreams
dangerous free market realities
let the state rot, competition is king
they're the mont pelerin society
who? the mps
narratives of welfare dependency
no recognition of the poor or even poverty
except zero tolerance policing
watching everybody suffer while
everything gets more deregulatory

2. Mon Cherie

big bank man can't you see?
you got sociopathic tendencies
you say, "mon cherie, my money"
you like ernest tubbs and two tub man
but you got all this money in your hand
comb in the hand combing your hair
look in the mirror but all you seein there
is mon cherie, your money
"well you people don't matter much
i've never met no one i could trust so much
a mon cherie
became imperceptible long ago
letting the technocrats hold social control
for mon cherie, my money
cuz capital equals democracy
the preservation of the white man is
funding me
and mon cherie, my money
and when you operate invisibly 
you keep world order so nice and clean
for mon cherie"

3. Let Me Be

perfection's in this hallowed thing
unique to you and me. do you see?
unique to you like a snowflake's been
purely unique no matter how it seems
do you feel me? you're your own being
in this hallowed thing aporia is king
but people are trying to sell it telling you
how it goes....but don't believe
so please don't you agree with me
because i can't see what you see
you'll debase my serenity
and it's all i got man so please let me be
let me be
perfection's no cut up clean like they 
want it to be
there's no perfect perfectly
do you see? aporia is king
you'll never find me.

4. Indoctrination Set

my happy and docile all consuming self
civically inspired to buy but what else?
so many things from which to choose
we're free baby, so what could we lose?
in an indoctrination set
my kid needs a telephone
to call on her and get home
my kid he's about twenty two
an anxious wreck - dunno what he'll do
in an indoctrination set
a commodity fetish set

5. Roll Music

i dunno what we wan't
but i don't really see no future here
but you stand and cheer, we play guitars
with recycled music in podunk bars
no i dunno what we want
strange passions keep us up here now
so give me some of that rolling shit
cuz the truth's all relative ain't it?
the future's bleak
it's so nice and empty for me
but i wanna love, i want to make
be myself hopefully
no career bred crap, cheap and stale
just give me lots of music and i'll be ok
no i dunno what we want
strange passions keep us up here now
chorus again......
let margaret, freddy, drew, marie
do their thing so beautifully
they're patron saints - we're your boys
playing with some rocker toys
i don't know what we want
strange passions keep us up here now

6. Can't See Nothin

i can't see the banks from here
no i can't see nothing that i really fear
where to go? and what to do?
world's so sick we're not breaking thru
they leave us down here with the police
and ass backwards white supremacists
while they sit and collect dough
they got no clue where they're going
no they don't
no future - just sitting getting old
they're gonna die, rot, and mold

7. Shangri-La

don't you think we're just the queens
at sorting everything? 
of giving names and categorizing?
and when we want ideal things
we lose all spontaneity 
cuz human progression has capital means
driven by the rich - not you and me
progression as they sell it to you
is tied up privately profiting a few 
advancing on shangri-la
they categorize the world for you
then wrap it up and sell it back to you
giving experience and emotion
a monetary companion
cuz driving the world with stock prices
lends clean solutions to everything nicely
i don't want to buy my well being
only i know what i need

8. St. John's Wort

hanging out down on my street
nothing to say, i think we're happy
deferring all decisions to the back of my head
nervous, scared, unawared - but i'll just go to bed
saint john's wort
everyone shivers and everyone shakes
under crippling anxieties in a construed world
solving things
no more solutions please, you ain't solving anything
when is a solution ever part of the solution?

9. Dazzle Paint

a new fascist exercise
in theatrics, truth, and lies
a dazzling disguise
but i don't see any german eyes
cubists they break the ice
find it subverts nive
till it's thrown back at you
got no reference for the truth
works in war and back home
while all the artists just get stoned
the depths of reality are sewn in...
dazzle paint
they take truth like they're taking loot
move it around behind you
the proletariat is fooled
by corrupt rule. why?
wartime military mirage
serkov's american entourage 
camouflage

10. Anxiety

new jobs and degrees
will validate you and me
incessantly competing
professionally and socially
driven by anxiety
doin everything oh so anxiously 
trans-national elite, financiers, and stockholders
corporate overseers
they're all shaking hands they're so happy
but what about you? and what about me?
we go nowhere as far as i can see
driven by anxiety
doin everything oh so anxiously
living in anxiety
in neoliberal subjectivity
where do we go? we've got no room. we don't.
fighting for room is all we got anymore
in a world that doesn't even pretend to support us anymore

11. Utopia Sound 

well they spin you round and round to this same old
shit utopia sound
they know we're fools as bernays found
so they sell us shit they call profound
you see? no this shit ain't for me
i don't want to go - no i don't
accelerationist investees
with extraneous technologies
utopian shit from one valley
buys and divides democracies
you see? no this shit ain't for me
i don't wanna go - no i don't

12. Fooled Again 

deadlock's on the brain again
sitting here managing
our decline into oblivion
truly inept at doing anything
well we got some hope and some new 
pope
but we're fooled again
livin on the upwards slope
we're fooled again
technology ain't managing anything
not anything
obsessively consuming
we're fooled again
we ain't ever returning
from a future we arrived in
left our tool bag at the shore
but everyone wants more and more

13. Deadlock 

all alternatives are fetishizing
our predicament, we must look to the end
the light at the end of the tunnel
is another train
we're in deadlock universally
it's precisely when we think we see a reality
it's a gap we perceive 
deadlock
you won't ever find authentic ways of living
you're just passing time now, hope it's sweetly
cartesian subjects are just a dream
we're abstract systems - no reasoning
deadlock

Monday, June 12, 2017

Institute - Subordination (2017)


Institute - Subordination Lyrics

1. Exhibitionism

see public schools with names like robert e. lee
want you not to see those living less fortunately

such petty exhibitionism is all they really wanted from me
instilling in me with a crippling need to succeed
such brash exhibitionism is all they wanted from me
they said "you deserve it because you've lived comfortably"

obsolescent white bread schools bred conceit
into innocent beings
they said "just show off and show us a college degree"

such petty exhibitionism is all they really wanted from me
instilling in me a crippling need to succeed
such brash exhibitionism is all they wanted from me
they said "you deserve it because you've lived comfortably"

2. Only Child

my life's been sunny - sunny and warm
since the day - that i was born
never had no brothers - an only child
the shining glisten - of my mother's eyes

as if a childhood of love could condition one for the sadness of this world

could've been born to war

as if my family bickered - as if we were poor
all i knew was comfort - comfort and warmth
i have no guilt - i have no pride
i want happiness for most human life

it's hard to say these things do stunt you but most privileges do
a world behind a curtain with no reference for pain, just a wash of good

3. Prissy Things

your played out white boy morrissey plea
a privileged thing you privileged beings
you look and you look but you never will
this shit you spin says look at me

livin' for the news that you're the hottest thing
but that shit means nothing

it's tempted me, have you seen?
but it's just fame and prissy things
have you discovered anything other than how you look with some money?
some shaky lines, obvious things
"idiot savant's insecurities"
i hope this shit won't satisfy me
this played out - vain white boy industry

so vain

4. All This Pride

through my open mouth, the system shows
weak minded bullying, that i don't wanna know
you beat your ego down as far as it goes
but watch, too far and your pride just shows

you push your ego down as far as it goes

can't be proud of how you see the world
because when you are, you ignore another's world
all these flags and all this pride...
what are you proud of?
what do you hide?

all your art school shit shit-talking
oh it got to me - god i think
narcissist - self-obsessed
above another being
ok? ok?
can you see this is not ok?
ok. ok.
pursue a freedom from pride and hate

there's no honesty
sick of the facade of fame, the facade of success
don't you know fame is just incomprehension?
the worst case of it. you're creating things only intended to be seen - not comprehended, not even conceptualized in the first place. only the honest will make it.

5. Oil Money

your system to subordinate identities different from the norm, from the straight
history as we know, wrote by you. a white man. yes? any others? no.

hand on her arm
oh we know
it's what mother learned on her favorite tv show
sexual law
wealthy class boys
fulfilling dreams of post-nuptial joys
you're social nonsense
but we hear you boast
you're a shell of love in a soulless host
you settled for marriage
or was it fear?
your children more about love than you queers

you taught me order
taught me straight
took other ways to an insecure place off my plate

bunch of lizard brains ashamed again
defining sin of the secular man
for your gain

your beady country boy eyes
all your maroon shows and your burnt orange skies
texas pride, your football schools
oil money for the few

you're the shit we despise
and your shitty little eyes
you're just shit we despise
with your shitty beady eyes

families of fear
domestic hate
communal restraints and your private estates
morality is a fashion show
archaic laws are your status quo

6. Human Law

pre-history - no human constraint
the violent catalogue of our animal brains
rejecting all conventional law
for a natural rhythm with no christian flaws

no art, no music, a tainted system
humanity rejects a primal rhythm
a madman targets the sane bourgeois
disoriented from all human law

catholic thought, you nuclears decided
a genetic aversion or fate presiding?
apocalyptic end through violence
true anarchy and genetic violence
violence, true genetic violence
it's our genes janeen

7. Too Dumb

perfectly content living in fear
sheepskin coat, sheepskin ears
took all the cues on who to be
let a beautiful world decide for me

veal, a baby calf
you cut the belly and you tear
no blood though just a bit of air
instructions with a bush and some kindling there
it's all too pretty, too soft, too immaculate to bear
too dumb
too dumb to fight the world

close-minded and i judge
prejudice is no fun
can't stand the rules cause i follow them
and social stigmas, ya they did me in

there's a brick wall to the abstinence purity brought
prodding sex for answers was bubonic thought
poking it to pop, to progress, and rot
detritus and pain all from thought
too dumb

8. Good Ol' Boys

childhood near whites with money
close to the running pack
uniformity cut and cut into my back
you wouldn't hear them say
you can't be gay
but it was just so safe to assume that'd it never really be ok

they breathe, they breathe in a comfort marred in hate
watching good ol' boys buy into a southern state
the explicit bigotry of the powers that be
with the gaul to ignore a dismantling of history

so ignorant
you, you, the bourgeois
the housewife unkowing perpetuating her mother's bigotry
the husband racism, the vile inheritance
a baton handoff hidden in daylight for my old friends
for a sense of normalcy, for comfort, for convenience
the hypocrisy!
this horrible country, the things we tolerate
your people running it accepting money with no interest in love

9. Powerstation

sexually insecure police cause violence
their means to ignore the lust inside us
ignorant men, senseless violence
sexually insecure police cause violence

in the backs of their cars
bottled up sexual tension can put you in bars
we all see what's going on
rejecting their frustration to put a costume on

we see you shaking hands with mass-killers, murderers, and rapists saying we're so proud of the work you did in florida, sandy hook, colorado
all the people scared, you put down
all the people you made feel weak

sexually insecure police cause violence

Institute - Catharsis (2015)


Institute - Catharsis Lyrics

1. Perpetual Ebb

why come when friends and fruitless lovers
look to me for shit
i got no love - got no passion
can't feel intimate

picture yourself on a dock in a bay
gulls flux - ships leave for the day

the world is all too clear
in terms of robbe-grillet
just a disconnected spoiled disarray
who's dull emotionally

a perpetual ebb
a decay
the ocean's tide always pulls away

a perpetual ebb
a decay
under the dock in a summer bay
life struggles as i pull away

but you know i really love you
though i act differently
an ungrateful mess that at it's best
still fails miserably

pull away from the parapet and the quay
expose slate - weeds - selfishly

this moon will never wax
it will always wane
got a fall that won't lead to spring
one season indefinitely

2. Admit I'm Shit

an insolent brat
nowadays
depression's to blame for how i act today
constantly needing to say
how i am so sorry

for my insecurities
decisions i made
back in la
made a bigoted cocksure coil out of me

beat me like a dog
to a pulp
until you can't recognize me
beat me to the floor
like a pulp

admit i'm shit
i'm shit

admit i'm shit
though it's hard
because every day i've gone too far

3. I Am Living Death

nothing can make life worthwhile
i see no brightness to her smile

approaching death with a smirk
oh this smirk
this life don't work

because we are already living death
life - a death
my memories - a death
sentience - a death
childhood - a death
experience - a death
on another plane we are already a death

4. Cheerlessness

rank renaissance affair
was such a pity
as were my feelings toward
battersea
recalls a wasted time
my fragility
suppressed nature
inside of me

blight - techno - puberty
unrewarding underwhelmed
could've been out to get a fuck
regretfully suppressed it well

a fertile boy hid a way
maimed that dog
made it lame
didn't want to hear or say
sexuality in anyway
purity?
more like abyss
a self-imposed cheerlessness
abhorred it
abhorred it
to no end

having the timourous expression
of a dog been whipped
scarred - it whimpers
an empty heart - an empty bed
priapus shakes his head

but i digress - excuse me
these words don't convey the shame
just some smutty shit i came up with today

5. Interlude

n/a

6. Untitled

n/a

7. Leathernecks

a leatherneck feels alright
for a brief time

it didn't help me in anyway

the joke that is our lives
somehow bitters - somehow blinds

an open heart feeling kind ultimately heals the mind

8. Cheaptime Morals

consumption sick plastic fumes
plastic fumes and rot
cheaptime morals cheaply made cheaply bought
i peak kind pleasures so pleased i got
cheaptime morals cheaply made cheaply bought
capitalist boom and bloom
no flowering finger up
cheaptime morals cheaply made cheaply bought
blooming - what i'm not

9. Billowing Mind

n/a

10. Christian Right

undermined by the christian right
preach peaceful hearts - peaceful crimes
who said they've got a right - a right to be proud
when they condemn lives of an unorthodox crowd
they preach money - success - war
while we're condemned for indulging fervor
tell me who's got a conscious that's more pure?
a servant of god or a girl they call a whore?

Institute - Giddy Boys (2014)


Institute - Giddy Boys Lyrics

1. Giddy Boys

i don't try and be
more than i'm worth
inherent flaws
determined at birth
trip over petty rules
of life's game
death'll come so soon
with no fame

my life is bleak
a system of existence
doesn't mean a fuck to me

us giddy boys think we're keen

a neighbor of guilt
for some time
we talk of books
and fine wine
saturdays lure us to the club
half past ten
to make snide remarks
of young men

2. Success

i did it for money
i did it for fame
i did it for the blondes who cry out for me

i did it for sex
i did it without shame
picture this window shopper knowing me by name

success

created my image
created my life
my name on the marquee burning late at night

i did it for the drugs
i did it for the look
while all these bastards eat up my game

success

3. Fate in a Pleasant Mood

a fitting curse
for how sorry i am
i was so ashamed to become
a man
stumbling thru change with
spoiling meat looking
forward to when my body's weak
when my mind's gone
when i don't think
there, there, i'll find peace

Institute - Salt (2014)


Institute - Salt Lyrics

1. Salt

salt of the earth doesn't mean shit
it's just spoon fed to those who only choose to listen
like a case carved into a hand
that's salt of the earth, salt of the land
it doesn't mean shit, salt of the earth doesn't mean shit
personal outrage, media's spit
attributed to class and some trustworthy self image
trope of a farmer - a lawyer - the pope
spinning malleable morality - purity - hope
minds are scarred but it doesn't show
masculinity swells, but who could've known?
last chance at immortality
that's salt of the earth salt of the land

2. Nausea

don't see myself in the mirror, i see another man
he looks like me, yet he mocks me
we spend some time together, we spend our lives together
i desire the experience of a moment alone
to be free can be the worst prison

3. Familiar Stranger

nostalgia is fragile
i dip my toes into the tepid water, it laps over my skin
submerged, i'm swimming
as i crown for the surface my eyes blur
i make out a figure, a familiar stranger

4. Immorality

you were ashamed of what you knew
oh but the big folks, they knew something too
of a sewer to drain swollen needs of christian men
so unspoken, so unshamed, you leaned your head down anyway
immorality's near
wasn't punished as a child, so i punished myself
grief and mundanity in my sense of self
the condition wrapped up in a fischl painting
come on, i don't need your pity
immorality's near

5. An Absence

as i strip away the wax figure i've presented all of my life
i expose a dull interior masked by this cunning deceit of a smile
i tried to be intelligent - virtuous - indulgent- and shocked
but it was all so unexciting, i'm a void - an absence - a loss
and i spit on the blind
i have no desire for experience, no desire for anything at all
it's all just disgusting, this guilt that's triggered my fall
others so quick to a task, death regiments their daily lives
and they lean on the cross like a crutch to insure their place in heaven
and i spit on the blind
and i wish i would die
me, i never saw a task, nothing worth the follow through
puzzled by creatures who die for money
for their families - for their lives - for their brood
all of these are just impediments, just foot prints lying in the sand
that'll all be so quickly washed away when sweet death reaches his hand

Institute - Demo (2013)


Institute - Demo Lyrics

1. Putrid

pillage and pine, with abel's brother, so divine
depths of hell in my stomach
tap the well, so far from heaven
the sixth plague swells, the seventh is coming

i'll turn on you in a second
what's mine is mine, what's decided will happen
hate the pestilence inside you
a hate so real manifests as pain
discolored, a putrid yellow
insides have rot, turns many faces

feel the fever swelling
visions of blood, visions of purity
god got it wrong wipe the slate
you, the example of all our fates

2. Dead Sea

she was face down sitting in a corner
nothing hurt, her tears form pools
a vessel cold and empty
nothing fit for spoils today

they say there are no fish in the dead sea
only death
it's unlivable, nothing can survive there
only death

3. Bureaucrat

put up with a lot of shit
good one, but hear what i get
stories of mothers and uncles and distant fucks

i'd rather you have power and greed
and if you know what you need
stop pussyfooting and go and get it

anything to put on the table?
didn't think you'd be this feeble
i want to know there's something under this endless shroud

you're appearance is fooling
but please just pass right thru me
i don't need another cross to bear

4. Diamonds & Pearls

grown up as a girl
cute blond hair with curl
everything was so nice
daddy he kissed me twice
he told me he loved me at night
he said i grew up right
but i was mommy's doll
she cared about alcohol
paraded around at night
controlling me thru fright
everything was so nice
but for what price

pure body male mind
the shows they had me do
the way they treat me too
shallow materialist fucks

5. Weak Times

never needed any love from your sacred heart
no son, no king, no three headed fuck

count me out of the runnings upon your return
i won't fall on my knees and pray to the lord
your swine, what do they count for?
racism, bigotry, but not much more

those who choose to base their lives around libels
and lies and stories strung with lines of weak times

your swine above reason
faithfully loyal until the grave
your swine above instinct
need an idol to behave

6. Narrow & Straight

mother, narrow and straight
forgot god not delicate
don't want a part of your dated morals
don't want a part of your petty quarrels

mother dated and old
cut myself my blood runs cold
i want something like the last one
don't want your outdated war
god only knew what you were fighting for

Physique - Overcome By Pain (2023)

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